Yeah, so I just got a bloodtest, again, so I'm like, hm, what better time to blog than when I don't have a brain...I mean the best stuff comes to me then. :P instead I ended up working on my latest song. Speaking of, I have to finish writing out the older ones soon 'cuz I promised someone I'd have that done much earlier than now, but that's okay, cuz i'm nearly done the one i needed to finish first. Odly enough I've been writing like, pop/punk-ish songs...which I never do. Much more into the classical/alternative/indie/acoustic/anything i like styles. :)
I suddenly lack inspiration to blog. I think this is due to the fact that I currently believe that I'm the only one reading my blog...the lack of comments assists that. Seriously, WHAT.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Friday, January 1, 2010
Optimisim is overrated-don't drop denial
That's right.
Anyhow. No pre-written rants this time. Just off the top of my head, straight up, whatever.
What has 2009 taught us? Lets see, never write someone off completely, never have two plan A's or too much going on, and don't ever let a toddler lose in a graveyard. That's right. Balloons, flowers, toddler. Bad combo....that's about all I can remember atm.
Denial rocks when your in it. When you start trying to get out of it is when it sucks majorly. For me that means realizing exactly what I've been lying about and what I need to face. I hate it, cuz it kinda hurts.
Scratch that, it definitally hurts.
Denial also rocks 'cuz you can get whatever the hell you want or need. Denial's the best when you want something you can't/shouldn't have...then you just lie to yourself 'till you believe you don't want/need it. It's awesome untill you decide to stop lying, cuz that's not so healthy either. Then it's a pain in the ass, kinda like withdrawl I guess? Maybe not. Who knows. Not me. Of course.
I hate how life has so many risks. It sucks. Really. Like, really sucks. (oh really?) Yeah, really. (OHMYGOSH i'm talking to myself on my blog-_-)....meh, wateva i'm wierd I knew that anyhow. ANYHOW. Risks are anoying. (wait, why are they anoying) I think i didn't get enough sleep last night. (wait no, risks, they're anoying) right! (right) right. (....yeah)........ what was I saying? (i have no idea). Neither do I.
OK!
*because of the lack of brainz in my head, and the lack of thinking goin on here, I'm gona stop now. :) Ciao!
Anyhow. No pre-written rants this time. Just off the top of my head, straight up, whatever.
What has 2009 taught us? Lets see, never write someone off completely, never have two plan A's or too much going on, and don't ever let a toddler lose in a graveyard. That's right. Balloons, flowers, toddler. Bad combo....that's about all I can remember atm.
Denial rocks when your in it. When you start trying to get out of it is when it sucks majorly. For me that means realizing exactly what I've been lying about and what I need to face. I hate it, cuz it kinda hurts.
Scratch that, it definitally hurts.
Denial also rocks 'cuz you can get whatever the hell you want or need. Denial's the best when you want something you can't/shouldn't have...then you just lie to yourself 'till you believe you don't want/need it. It's awesome untill you decide to stop lying, cuz that's not so healthy either. Then it's a pain in the ass, kinda like withdrawl I guess? Maybe not. Who knows. Not me. Of course.
I hate how life has so many risks. It sucks. Really. Like, really sucks. (oh really?) Yeah, really. (OHMYGOSH i'm talking to myself on my blog-_-)....meh, wateva i'm wierd I knew that anyhow. ANYHOW. Risks are anoying. (wait, why are they anoying) I think i didn't get enough sleep last night. (wait no, risks, they're anoying) right! (right) right. (....yeah)........ what was I saying? (i have no idea). Neither do I.
OK!
*because of the lack of brainz in my head, and the lack of thinking goin on here, I'm gona stop now. :) Ciao!
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